Dear Anonymous
There for a minute I thought you did know me as I am easily agitated, but I’m not mean spirited. Of course, I could see how I would come off as such. If you aren’t mistaken and you do know me then I am sorry for being so harsh. It isn’t in my nature. It’s an ugly self defence mechanism I’ve developed over the years. You do deserve closure, and if you don’t have the wrong person then I possibly would like that, too. (In which case an email would be appropriate? *sheepish look*) If you do have the wrong person then I hope you find her so you can get the closure that’s needed to move forward. My name is Rachel, if that helps any. And I am sorry for coming off as mean spirited. I really am nice, really. I am.
Oh, and just so you know that I’m not posting these for dramatic effect, I’ve had to make this public in order to respond to you.
God, this is so terribly awkward. Another reason for my rudeness. Uhg. Sorry.
(I can’t stand it when someone thinks I’m mean. *sad face* I’d rather them think I’m unattractive or weird or even dumb.)
